How Big is Your God

or rather how small of a box is He in. I don't know Ive always though God was huge. always taught of his divine nature and our depravity. but my world got rocked this week as God was let out of my own box. God never ceases to blow my mind. I'm sure Ive been tough these things before in the past but there just something about having a God given personal revelation about it. well first off that we can move the heart of God through prayer and that he gives all that we ask for. it seems simple but prayer with out doubt about it is so much different than it. also i know this maybe be a bit strange but that our God is healer. i mean like really healer. i have seen miracles this week alone; pain taken away, colds healed, a sprained ankle, and blown ear drum, all instantly. i honestly believe that through prayer we can heal through Jesus. its still a mystery to me why everything is not healed on the spot but I'm just now wrapping my head around things. I'm not sure how my family feels about me sharing this but I'm praying for healing over my family and there is strength in number so if you could join in with me i believe we can move the heart of God. i believe that God can cure diabetes, fibromyalgia, and dyslexia. totally incurable through the world but our God is so great, so awesome so loving so full of mercy and grace, that he can do anything in the world.

oh just bits from personal experience for me but: my runny nose was stopped and someone prayer in Jesus' name it be healed and it was instantly i could breathe through both nasals, my eye was acting up and we prayed and it was fixed. i also healed someone neck pain this week. i know these all my seem small and maybe coincidental but i never want to lose the marvel of God even in the little things and also i don't believe in coincidences.

Just a Grubby Little Kid

to night has just been building up to the revelation of just what my calling in life is. and simply its just to love God. to chase whole heartedly after Jesus. run the race not cuz im supost to or im striving for a goal but just to chase Jesus. i dont want to be know as a big shot or billy gram but just as a grubby little kid who loved Jesus and strived after him no holds barred.

Prayer Requests

well just a list of somethings you guys could be praying for whould be awesome
Team Unity
A heart for our outreach location
strong relationships
that he would be working on my heart
bring clarity to my calling and his voice in my life
put him first in everything
and plan more outside time for personal time for me and Him

and this weekend was crazy too

so i got the grand idea to go pray and fast this weekend. so i took my bible and my blanket and just went. god stoped me off at sandy beach down the coast almost to the east point. and i just sat there and talked to God. it was sooo soo amazing but oh so hard but i wouldn't do it any other way. so after that i was about to go to bed and it starters raining so i clamored over to a public bathroom and slept. and after no sleep i got up to a blah sunrise and a horrible burning day didn't find a ride home forever. but its crazy how God talked to me through out the day even through everything he was there everywhere it was crazy. so many revelations. just one was the importance of fasting.

Oh how He LOVES US

Its so crazy that the simplest idea can be so powerful. it hit me like a huge truck this morning. i cried so hard and shook. i have never felt the presents of the holy spirit so thick before. Just one picture i got during this time was just God giving me a new heart. he made it from my old heart but it was different. he had put a cleansing fire over it and melted away the bad and regrew new so much bigger. and he handed it to me and i said i could contain it and he said i know and that he would give it to me piece by piece as i need it and grow it even larger than i could picture.

ill try and be updating more offten

at least once a week

sorry i havent posted in a while

hey guys well anyways recap on last week. Arron Larson talked about inductive bible study. its how to study the bible and glean what the word says and being able to accurately interpret it in contexts. so it was really good to learn something that i have not been very good at. it was a bit dry at points but informative we studied over the book of Philemon.

and starts on this week Danny lammen is talking this week on spiritual disciplines we just started so i don't have much to say yet but so far it seem like a great topic.

in personal life things have been great i have been growing a lot. its hard to explain but one thing I'm working on is sharing emotions with our team. i have never been good at it nor do i like it at all. but Ive been told that it is necessary for growing in a more personal relationship with people and again back with God. God has been bringing up a lot of past that i really never knew i remembered and Ive been working through somethings but over all God has really blessed me. reignited my heart for the lost and for my brothers and sisters in Christ. oh another thing Ive been working on is trying to encourage people more not one of my strengths either.