So i haven't been around for the past few days. We left camp and headed out. I cant share any logistical details about our journey but I can say it was a lot deeper than just 3 days in the woods. We went to a huge ranch one of the most beautiful places Ive ever seen by far the view was just amazing I wish I could have taken you guys with me.
One both good and bad thing God spoke to me about there was just the monster I'd been hiding in my closet. He opened that door and let it out. There is a lot of pain that I have been running from and God brought me right back. So please be praying for me as I wrestle with this. Pray for healing and that he would grow in me a new heart that is able to feel again. With my problem I buried my heart and threw it out with that I lost my intimacy with God that I'm missing.
One other thing that you guys could be praying for are my buddies. On our exodus we were assigned buddies my where Jared and Brock. Great guys on fire for God.
Beautiful honesty...I will be praying :-)
ReplyDeletePraying for you bro. You can't have a heart for God when you can't feel your heart at all. Glad to hear you're getting a lot out of your trip so far!
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