well i failed at those weekly updates

but anyways this have been really upside down and backwards for me over here two weeks ago was just trippy but i think it was good God is stillexplaining things to me and still revealing new parts of Himself. and this past week was rough the monday morning lecture really just hit me in the head like a 2 by 4 in the forhead. but it was good something i really need to hear. it was about honoring your parents and it will go well with you. i dont know but i can be quite the handfull and i just want family to know how sorry i am but there really arent words. anyways kinda wish i had realized this earlier but better late than never right? but this next week is spirtual warfare which im excited for i tihnk this will be strange but in a good way i hope to get some solid backing for some of the things ive been tought.